Somebody

i was feeling sian yesterday...

the last thing i wanted to do after a long and bad day, was to sit in front of my pc and do stuff. it just felt wrong. couldn't do it, not yesterday.

called up a friend, and we went down to the nearby drinking hole and shared conversations and thoughts over a nice cold dessert wine. chatted for over an hour, and felt so much better afterwards...

i guess that's all happiness is. being able to find someone to go out with, and chat about the long day, and hopes, dreams and aspirations, without worrying if the other party gets bored, weird, or angry.

we all go thru cyles of doom and gloom from time to time. hardly anyone can escape that. but what i call as happiness is, knowing that there's someone out there i can reach out to, to share my misery when i most need it. the knowledge of that existence of someone who cares for me, is the reason i can wake up every morning, and go to bed every night.

everybody needs somebody sometimes...